I programmed my dreams last night with my Guardian Angel, my Soul & my Spirit Guide. I asked for help in reclaiming the lost parts of my soul and bringing more of my soul into my body (soul retrieval) in the most surprising ways that I will recognize (focusing on childhood trauma). I also asked my chosen Dream Guides to help me to rise to a higher level of spiritual enlightenment in a surprising way that I will recognize. I know I was lucid dreaming, because I kept going over the dreams over and over again, so I would remember them when I woke up. You will love my Kindle Ebook – THE DREAMERS GUIDE TO CREATING THE SEXY JUICY SOUL MATE OF YOUR DREAMS.
TITLE OF DREAM SNIPPET #1 Falling Off The Rainbow Bridge
I dreamed of people who were very overweight and shedding pounds. I wake up to use the restroom, and I see a rainbow bridge where my emotional weight is falling off the bridge.
TITLE OF DREAM SNIPPET #2 Panama
I am on a cruise to Panama with a big group of people. Suddenly, we are told that it is not safe, and we have to close all the blinds and the windows and lay/sleep on the floor. We notice suddenly that one window has the shades wide open and I now feel scared, exposed and vulnerable. There are men outside walking around in the grass wearing green fatigues and holding machine guns. They see us. I am scared, but others are not. I go into the living room of my home where I feel safe.
TITLE OF DREAM SNIPPET #3 Dr. Phil
I am being interviewed on the Dr. Phil show. It is all about love and relationships. There is a little girl out in the waiting room sitting all by herself. She is wearing a pretty blue dress with spots of white on it. I am wearing blue jean shorts, a top and a black blazer. I also have shoulder length dark hair. The show is over, and I feel insecure and afraid, because maybe I am not dressed appropriately for being on TV. Are jean shorts appropriate for TV?
DREAM REENTRY FOR DR. PHIL SNIPPET
I ask Dr. Phil if he has a message for me. He says “You are paralyzed in fear of being exposed. You do not know how to be you. You have tied yourself in knots in your stomach. That is where you hold your fear of being exposed. You are the one woman who knows how to be herself; however, there are still some parts of your soul that need to be reclaimed”.
HOW DO I FEEL NOW THAT I AM AWAKE ?
Now that I am awake, I feel tired, because I was lucid dreaming and working so hard to remember my dreams. I feel a strong fear of people seeing through me and for being exposed and judged for being ugly. I am feeling some fear and confusion.
I feel that the Panama dream could be my memories of a cruise I was on about 5 years ago in which I got severe food poisoning from eating something in Panama. I am also thinking of all the years in school that I was made fun of from 1st grade – 12th grade. Although I have let it go and experienced a sense of peace with it, I do believe I lost a part of my soul during those years, because my soul was hiding from the bullying and also from the emotional and verbal abuse from my mother. The dream about Dr. Phil and wearing shorts brings back a memory from 7 years in which my brother got very upset by an outfit I was wearing when I was visiting my mother in a nursing home in Virginia. He told me never to show up to visit in shorts even in the summer, because no one wears shorts in Virginia. I was in a cab on my next visit to the nursing home, and I asked the cab driver if that were true. He thought it was funny that I was told that. I have not seen my brother in almost 7 years since he did not approve of what I was wearing. About 30 years ago, when I lived in the San Fernando Valley part of Southern California, he came out from Virginia to visit my parents. At that time they are 1 1/2 hours from me. I agreed to meet my brother in a restaurant for lunch nearby where I lived. I was wearing a one piece shorts jumper that covered everything, but he later told my mother that I was inappropriately for lunch. I refused to see him for the next couple of visits. I have a lot of work to do in regards to my brother. Besides, I think I look pretty damn good in shorts.
QUESTION FOR MYSELF
Could this fear of being exposed be a past life experience as well? How can I heal through my dreams without it affecting my Physical body? It literally effects my hormones.
ACTION PLAN FOR TONIGHT’S DREAM JOURNEY
To continue the work on myself in my dreams doing soul retrieval. I will ask to get out of my own way, so I can go to a higher vibration and for my dream guides to make me physically comfortable while I am doing it. I will also ask to go on my dream journey to bring back the parts of me lost due to emotional and verbal abuse from my mother and brother and the constant bullying during my school years. I will then celebrate after I’ have reunited with those parts of my soul that I lost in childhood.