Last night, with the goal of continuing my dream journey from the nights before, I programmed my dreams with my Dream Doula and my Soul.  I talked to them about my struggles in my dreams to stay focused on my goals and not be sidetracked.  I asked them why I keep running away in my dreams from my deepest desires and goals-manifesting a great love and greater success and prosperity.  I asked my soul. What are you trying to tell me in my dreams? What am I not listening to?

I woke up at 4am from the following dream, which I have titled  NO MORE CRUMBS. There is this woman who is madly in love with this guy. The guy is not taking her seriously, and he really is just using her. He actually does not give a shit about her, and he is just throwing her crumbs. No matter what I tell her or what other people tell her, she does not care. She wants him.

I went back to sleep, and I had the following dream. I titled it FLYING HIGH AND AWAY.  I booked a flight for a trip to somewhere. I wait until the day that I am flying, and then I realize that I cannot remember what time I am flying, and I do not know my reservation number to look it up. Where am I going? What am I doing? I feel lost, scared and confused,  because I  cannot remember the details of this flight.  I know I made a copy of my flight info, but I do not know where I put it. I am trying to get through to the airline, but neither my home nor my cell number would get through to the airlines. I keep trying, and I do not give up even though I am frustrated and worried. I FINALLY eventually got lucky getting through to the airlines and confirming my flight information, so I could fly out that night. I believe that the reservation is for  6 o’clock. Funny though, I woke up at 6am, and then I went back to sleep until 7am.

In my NO MORE CRUMBS segment of my dream, I believe my Dream Doula and my Soul are telling me that I am choosing the wrong men for long term romantic relationships. I love being pursued, so perhaps I should aim higher.

In my FLYING HIGH AND AWAY segment of my dream, I did not give up on reaching my goal. I kept at it even though I felt frustrated, lost and confused, and I reached my goal of finding out the information I needed to fly. Perhaps I am flying to freedom from the blockages and obstacles in my path to a new soul mate and a great love.

The number 6 represents partnership on every level: business, social, educational and spiritual.

My question that I am presenting to my Dream Doula and my Soul is what do I need to being doing or changing within me to attract an emotionally available soul mate to me. ? What am I not doing that I should be doing?  I am going to ask them in my dreams tonight if they can work with me in my dreams tonight to change my “energy” to attract an emotionally available man to me.