Last night, I programmed my dreams with my Dream Guardians and Archangel Raphael for deep healing and restorative sleep, and I also asked for help while I am sleeping and dreaming and while I am awake in shielding and protected me from the negative influences of Mercury In Retrograde on my love life, my business and on my finances in the most beautiful and wonderful ways that I will recognize and clearly remember.
It feels like I am working for someone I know named Julie. I am not really working the hours I should be working, but I don’t care. I am doing my own thing. At one point, I decide to leave; however, as I am walking out the door, this guy tells me that Julie wants to see me. I go back in, and I see people walking into a private cave like entrance. My mother walked inside. She was wearing a red sweater. This guy that worked for Julie came out of there, and I asked if Julie met my mother. He had no clue who my mother was. I believe I had either written a note or told someone that a certain guy was attractive, and all of a sudden the guy walks past me. I felt embarrassed.
I then walk out the door with the intention of leaving early, but I could not find my keys. My keys include my house key, my car key, my mailbox key and my golf cart key. I searched everywhere for my keys, but I could not find them. I got Julie’s driver to take me home in his car to get my extra car key and my extra house key from my neighbor who keeps the extra set for me. I believe Julie is going with us, but first the driver, Julie and myself are in this room together. She and the driver are sitting on the floor, and she is discussing her love life with him. I am standing and waiting for them overhearing everything she is saying. Finally we get in the car, and I recognize the neighborhood and the building we were in. It all looks so familiar, like I have been there before. I know the name of the building, but when I wake up the name disappears.
In a very brief dream segment right before I wake up, a tiny baby is born. I was holding the baby, and then I woke up.
I know someone named Julie. She runs a personal growth group on facebook for singles looking for love. The dream segment in which I lost my keys shows that the keys to finding, accepting and keeping love in my life are within me now. The keys also represent a love relationship. I just have to allow myself access to all the love that the universe has for me. I live in fear of growing old and alone. I search and I search for my keys, but I don’t find them. I finally find someone to take me to get my extra set of car keys and house keys from a neighbor, so all is not lost. Even though I am not driving the car, I feel connected to the area. It looks so familiar. I have been here before. The familiarity of the surroundings seems to me that I feel safe in my alone status.
Losing my keys can also represent losing my connection with my brother. We are not close, and it is sad. We have some financial issues to sort out. Although, of course, I want the financial issues to be sorted out, I wish we could have a closer connection. Sadly, I know that there has always been a lot of resentment from him towards me ever since we were children growing up.
I know that my mother showing up in the dream represents her direct influence on my love life and my finances. I also think that I need to be doing more work on myself regarding relationships.
In the brief dream segment regarding the tiny baby, I feel like that tiny baby is me (my inner child) . I am for a moment nurturing and loving my inner child and filling her up with love.
QUESTION FOR MYSELF
What do I need to do to have a successful relationship without feeling like I have lost my freedom?
TONIGHT’S DREAM FOCUS
I will continue to work on removing the negative effects of Mercury in Retrograde on my finances, my business and in the love and relationships area of my life. It seems to be working.