Dear God and Archangel Raphael. Please help me to sleep soundly through the night and in the early morning hours. Please help me to have beautiful healing dreams tonight, and surround my body, mind, soul and spirit with your light and whatever  healing energy that you feel I need  to live a healthy, happy, loved and prosperous life with who you feel is my twin flame. Help me to capture and remember the healing energy and  the angel messages that I receive in my dreams from you tonight and in the early morning hours in the most powerful and phenomenal ways that I will clearly recognize and clearly remember.


I awakened this morning a little after 7am without waking up in the middle of the night (which is quite an accomplishment for me), so I feel I had a good night’s sleep.

At one point in the dream I was feeling paralyzed, but I don’t remember the circumstances of it. I might have been having sex with someone.

I am around a group of people, and they are about to be in a reality show. I am not sure, but I think it was a nudist reality show. I was asked to be in it as one of the crowd. We are all taking selfies, and I am getting ready to be on video. I am looking for my lipstick. At first I cannot find it; then I do. I cannot be without my lipstick.

I am having sex with a man (different from the one I had the paralyzed feeling with). He is black, and he is hot; however, he is way too big for me. The powerful lusting feeling for me is not there, and I very much  miss that powerful lusting feeling like I had in my last relationship. I feel disappointed that the powerful lusting feeling is not there. He is too. We were not able to have intercourse, and so we go our separate ways. I am wanting that powerful lusting feeling and connection in my next relationship.

I go to my friend’s house to visit her and to tell her about the reality show that I appeared in and the man who I attempted to have sex with. She is sitting at her dressing/makeup table. There is this machine on her table that is popping needles into the left side of her face. The needle handles are white. It reminded me of acupuncture.  It was as if she was giving herself a facelift and a beauty treatment. It was definitely some kind of healing system. She told me she had invited people over for a chicken dinner, and she would give me leftovers the next day. I remember feeling left out and disappointed, because she did not invite me to the actual dinner.


I just started Alison Armstrong’s 30 day course “Understanding Men”.  Yesterday was lesson one. Today will be lesson 2. I have been experiencing some feelings of  loss for the last couple of months. It has caused me some anxiety, and stronger feelings of being alone.  I am hoping that  I will grow and evolve with Alison Armstrong’s course “Understanding Men”, and that it will put me on the right path to finding a long lasting relationship with my twin flame/soul mate. 


There are may ways to interpret the dreams that I had last night. I don’t think there is any right or wrong way to interpret dreams. I interpret my dreams from the way I feel while I am in the dream and after I have woken up from the dream. Journaling and blogging my dreams is a way for me to understand and heal and grow from the messages in my dreams.

The friend offering me  chicken dinner leftovers and not inviting me to the actual dinner with others lives at the club where I live, and in the dream I felt like I was being left out.  I have a strong fear of being deserted and abandoned and having no emotional support. I have also been experiencing a lot of feelings of being alone recently. There are times when I feel left out of activities and invitations where I live, because I am single.  For me, eating chicken is healthier and better for me then eating actual meat, so maybe God and Archangel Raphael are offering me something healthier to eat then meat. Lately, I have been eating too much meat.  The needles going into the face is some sort of healing and redirecting of energies (since the handles of the needles are white), so I am feeling like the woman is me, and that God and Archangel Raphael are giving me emotional, spiritual and physical healing of my body, mind, soul and spirit.  Another way to look at this for me is to realize and know that I am getting older, and I am conscious of my age showing on my face. My friend who lives at my club has had a lot of work done on herself.  I am too chicken to have a facelift. 

Feeling paralyzed, to me, represents that my love, sex and romantic life is on hold. I am feeling like there is darkness in my love life, and the darkness is represented by the black man. The darkness represents disappointment and not knowing what it is ahead of me. A couple months ago, I had a huge disappointment with a man who I thought I was going to get involved with. It ended before it even had a chance to get started. There was a strong physical connection with a man that I was involved with last year, so I am hoping to find that again in my next relationship. I also recently  lost the friendship of a female friend of mine who I felt really close to. I am grateful to God and Archangel Raphael for guiding me and helping me to heal in body, mind, soul and spirit. 

As far as the reality show in the dream, I am a reality show junky (so to speak). God and Archangel Raphael are certainly trying to get my attention, and they are working with me to change my reality. I am part of the crowd to me means that they are working on helping me to feel like I am not alone just because I am single. We are taking selfies and they are shooting the video for the show, and I am a part of it. I feel complete with lipstick on.