Dear  God, Archangel Raphael and Archangel Uriel.   Please guide me and direct me in my dreams tonight, and please help me to move from a limited and scarcity belief paradigm to an abundance belief paradigm , so that I can lead a much more fulfilling life with no limitations on myself and so that I can manifest the life of my dreams in the physical world.


I was invited to a party, and I arrived at the party without a gift for the host. I actually did not bring a gift on purpose. I did not want to bring a gift, because I knew the couple. I had once been in a relationship with the man who was part of the couple, so I did not want to extend myself. I had written a letter to a woman who was part of another couple who I had known was attending the party expressing my emotions and feelings of loss to her. She showed up at the party with the letter in hand, and things were very awkward between us. We barely spoke. Her significant other also brought a book that I had written stuff in between the pages, and he wondered why I wrote all over the book. Later, after the party, I heard on the radio that this letter went global and was all over the radio saying that she was very emotional over the letter. I called her and told her what the radio was saying about the letter, and she denied being emotional.


My inner voice is speaking to me through this dream by all the writing that I was doing in my dream. I believe this dream is telling me that I am denying myself the gifts from the universe by not bringing a gift to the host of the party, because I have been hurt by love. I read this dream as I am cutting myself off from love. Life is a party, and we are meant to give and receive gifts (spiritual and physical gifts). I believe I am denying myself love; and in denying myself love, I am denying myself abundance and prosperity. For me, money and love are combined. I feel the dream was working with me in making a paradigm shift.. The woman in the dream that I wrote a letter to used to be my best friend, but we had a falling out almost 2 years ago, and we haven’t spoken since. Her boyfriend in the dream was asking me why I wrote between the pages of this book. I wonder if this is about opening the communication lines between us, but I do not know what this has to do with what I did my dream programming for. I don’t really have a desire to open the communication lines between us. When we communicated in the dream, neither one of us wanted to express emotion to each other.

This could also have a lot to do with expressing emotions in my dream of loss, grief, sadness, etc. I am writing it it all out and perhaps releasing what I have been holding inside of me. Perhaps the woman in the dream who used to be my best friend is actually me, and the communication lines (through the radio) are opening up between the universe and me, and all that grief, sadness and loss is finally being expressed, so that I can release it. I am certainly doing a lot of journaling in this dream.

When I woke up this morning, I felt a great deal of inner peace and a feeling that I had removed some inner blocks to love and money. Now this afternoon, as I am writing this, I feel lighter and more peaceful.

To get more messages from my dream, I pulled a card this morning from the Wisdom Of The Oracle Card Deck called OUT TO SEA (and it was upside down in protection mode). I interpret this card to mean that my fears, insecurities and childhood memories have been blocking me from moving forward in my life. Life has ebbs and flows, and I have to surrender to the ebbs and flows of life.