After my dream the night before showing me that I needed to forgive my mother and myself, I programmed my dreams with the mermaids, my soul and Archangel Raphael. I asked them to work with me in my dreams to resolve and release my childhood issues with my mother and to help me forgive her while I am sleeping and dreaming and also while I am awake.
DREAM SEGMENT #1
I woke up at 5am from the following dream. There seemed to be two teams of people in two different homes or offices. Both places lost air conditioning. The other home/office/team was a pigsty-a total mess. There were crumbs all over the floor and on the desks. There was a tiny animal that looked like a miniature size cat running around in the crumbs. I tried to clean it up as best as I could. My team/home/office was clean. Finally the air conditioning came back on in both places.
I feel like there are two parts of me. The part of me that I want others to see and the part of me that is hidden. My home has always looked clean and tidy; however, hidden in the closets and cabinets were 13 years of clutter and mail that I had nevert thrown away. I call it my emotional clutter. In December, I cleared out a huge amount of hidden clutter, and I definitely feel lighter. I believe that the messy home/team/office represented the emotional stuff from my childhood especially with my mother. I am healing that through my dreams with all the cleaning I did in my dream last night. I have blogged about cats representing my childhood, and my mother trying to instill her sexual and also outdated beliefs on me. She also constantly went beyond my boundaries. The air conditioning going off in the dream represented the discomfort I felt in this dream; however, the air conditioning went back on represents to me how I feel when I am in love. For me, it is like air flowing through my heart.
DREAM SEGMENT #2
I woke up g at 7:26am to this dream with a strange buzzing noise in my head. I find myself in a woman’s house, and I am staying there. She has a sdon. The son needed to have heart surgery. I was going to the hospital with her, and I said to her “I am so glad I am here to support you”. She was wearing white pants. I am looking in my drawers trying to figure out what I am going to wear. All I see is some pink shorts, and I wanted to wear something nicer. Suddenly, I knew what I was going to wear. I woke up just then.
When I told my friend, Amy, about my dream, she felt like I was in her house. Amy and I call eachother dream sisters. We share and help eachother through our dreams everyday. She felt like I was talking about her son, who is going through some emotional issues right now. I have been there for her while she is going through what she is going through. The white pants represents healing and clearing. So I am happy to know that these issues with her son will be resolved.