I went on this dream journey two nights ago. As you, my loyal blog readers know, I work on myself through my dreams. My goal is to help YOU learn how to program YOUR dreams.
DREAM PROGRAMMING PRAYER
Dear God, Archangel Raphael and Archangel Michael. Tonight please help me to experience deep healing and restorative sleep without interruption. Also while I am sleeping soundly and while I am awake, please send me healing energy, so I can be relieved of this coughing and to please heal the reasons behind it. Please read the REALITY CHECK section below . While I am sleeping soundly and dreaming, if you have any messages for me regarding meeting and connecting with my future soul mate and life partner, please help me to remember those messages in the most surprising ways that I will recognize and clearly remember. Thank you God, Archangel Raphael and Archangel Michael. I am grateful.
Either my mom (RIP) or myself were being stretched by the other. One side had already been stretched, and now the other side needed to be stretched.Then I am looking on my phone, and I am watching as if I am watching a video of my mother is dancing the waltz with other people (men) on my phone screen. I am wondering how they got on my home screen. I am knocking on the door, and saying “Mommy, we have to stretch the other side”.
Could I possibly be coughing if I feel like I am being stretched beyond my comfort zone. Could it be that I need to stretch more out of my comfort zone? I know my mother is in my dream. I was made to feel growing up that I was not worthy of having money spent on me. As a result, when I became an adult in my 20’s and 30’s, I obsessively spent money. Then I would cough afterwards as I was paying for the items. This is before the incident with the iridologist. My dream is telling me that it started way before the Iridologist. Seeing my mother dancing so freely means freedom from the past and freedom from HER beliefs. Knocking on the door and calling out to my mother feels like I am trying to wake up the litter girl (my inner child) aspect of myself that has been asleep. I was calling out Mommy. I think I wanted her attention as a child, but all I got was negative attention from her. I think the stretching could also be me growing and evolving out of my mother’s beliefs about me now that she is ON THE OTHER SIDE. It’s time to let go. She cannot effect me anymore. Stretching could also be stretching the masculine and feminine, and being balanced.
My coughing episodes started when I was 39 years old. About two years before, I had gone to an iridologist in Los Angeles (who shall remain nameless) with a girlfriend of mine. He told me that in exactly two years to the day, I would die of lung cancer and stomach cancer. I freaked out to the point that they had to lay me on the floor, because I started hyperventilating. I was hysterically crying. It was a very traumatic experience for me. He told my friend some stuff about herself, and she laughed him off. This so called iridologist had the nerve to call my friend a year or so later to ask if I was still alive. I am now 66 years old.
For the next two years, I thought I was going to die. For awhile, I did not want to even date anyone. Two years to the day, I started coughing. It did not stop for a year. After many doctors visits, they told me it was all in my head. Now 27 years later, out of nowhere I will start coughing, and it disappears when it feels like it. I also have a very sensitive stomach. This is why I asked God, Archangel Michael, and Archangel Raphael to send healing energy through me. So I ask myself, could this belief about dying still be effecting my relationships with men?