Last night, I programmed my dreams with My Guardian Angel, My Soul & My Higher Self. I asked my chosen dream guides to guide me in reclaiming the lost parts of my soul in the most surprising way that I will recognize. I also asked my dream guides to help me to get out of my own way, so that I can go to a higher vibration in the most surprising way that I will recognize.
I am in a place where there is lots of healing energy going on, and I feel like other people from my neighborhood are there experiencing this healing place as well. I suddenly wake up around 4:30 am to go to the bathroom. I record my dream, although I lost the meat of it when I woke up. I went back to bed, and I asked my dream guides to help me to reenter into that dream. I woke up around 7:30am from the following dream. I am once again in a healing place. I got on a healing list. I am very excited to be on this healing list, and I think I am going to add this to the work that I am doing, which would be very beneficial. Unexpectedly, along with some other people, I am taken off this healing list. I believe it is because the woman who has the list does not really know me. I am very upset, and I try talking to her assistant, but to no avail. I then see her sitting next to her assistant, and I try to explain to her how important it was for me to be on her healing list, and that I was there for the right reasons. She nicely said that she could not talk to me right then. The next thing I know, I am sitting in her waiting room, and. I am waiting to get my hair done by her. She smiles and finally offers me a very tall cup of cappuccino. I feel that it is a love offering, but I have to tell her I cannot drink coffee anymore.
DREAM INTERPRETATION AND REALITY CHECK
This morning, when I woke up, I felt feelings of rejection, and confusion from this dream. I wanted to be on the healing list so bad, but then the healer wanted to do my hair, and she offered me a cup of coffee. Perhaps I did not need the list, because she wanted to focus on specific issues.
Due to some traumatic events that happened in 2000-2001 to me when I lived in Southern California, which I call my years from hell, I am not able to drink coffee. At the time, before the traumatic events, I associated drinking coffee with the feelings of being in Heaven-peaceful and happy feelings. Coffee now upsets my stomach.
The healer wanting to do my hair brought back memories of when I was 12 and 13 years old. Due to the kids in school bullying me, my mother thought by dying my hair auburn and straightening my hair, the kids would stop making fun of me. My mother hated her own hair, so she decided to manipulate mine. She would do the dying and straightening AT THE SAME TIME one after the other. I had no say in it. My hair became her domain. As a result, my hair started falling out, and it did not grow for many many years. I always felt like my hair was depressed, and that my hair was not my hair. It was my mother’s hair. For the past 1 1/2 years, I have been on Thyroid meds, and my hair for the first time is getting it’s mojo back.
QUESTION FOR MYSELF – I asked my dream guides to work with me in my dreams to find the lost parts of my soul. Do I need to focus on those two issues in my dreams tonight?
FOCUS – This morning, my focus was on dream reentry to find out why the right to being on the healing list was taken away from me; however, now that is is afternoon, I realize that she took me off the healing list, because her intention was to work on what she thought were important issues in my past. . I feel really peaceful and happy. I realize that the woman who was going to do my hair and who offered me coffee was focused on helping me heal those aspects of my life. I will continue to work on soul recovery in my dreams. I will ask for continued healing on those two aspects that were brought up in my dream, and to RECLAIM those lost parts of my soul.